Every moment is a call to respond with compassion and authenticity. Every moment is a chance, a letter dropped by to be opened with care for who knows what is in store and that’s the best and challenging part to be with.
I notice my kid sitting in the living room brushing the dog’s soft hair and her usual sweet anger that she doesn’t like too much of this attention and that she would have better been a cat with another family.
Sufie is the name of this gentle dog, she is full of self-preserving pride, right now recovering from painful mange-a difficult skin condition and yet that tenderness with which she tells the toddler to not bother her too much with touching and rhyming (well we all know how toddlers can be ) melts my heart in its core. I know all her stories as she knows mine too.
While in the garden, the newly sprouted spinach is a moment of celebration, we sit back and juice the fresh aloe vera,watch the new buds of Desert Rose and collect the dried leaves, kitchen waste for composting in a basket.This is an everyday ritual in our house,sit with what has sprung and what is gone in the small balcony garden.
The first meditation I learnt from my mother was -‘The Art of Being with the Garden’ and it has stayed back forever. Everything needs growth, care and cultivation.
The other day on a call with a friend we meditated on our seeds and what it means to be with them, allowing them to be there and enjoy their flowering when it is meant to be.
I count the trees from the window, more than 10 I can easily say, laden with flowers. I breathe to their presence and thank them for being around, always in all the seasons of moods, minds and changes.
Everything moves, the depth grows and shows us how to continuously be with something else in its another challenging form. Nothing stays forever and that is a beauty I cherish and memorize like a mantra but then there are things I deeply miss like going back to my parent’s house and study the bathing house sparrows while finishing my school homework, brewing some Hibiscus tea thankfully gifted by a roadside tree on a journey in the unknown hills, watch my mother settle to disagreements by sitting out and feeling the warmth of grass, silent walks followed by the crows hovering in the air.
Holding what is gone and what is there with a heart open and inviting is a gift that I am grateful to my Mindfulness practice for.
While I write this all,the other dog called Laura finds me typing something and sits close by the chair, her tail now touches my feet and her ears in resting calm slowly settle on my lap. She tells me she needs nothing and makes no noise.I want to now go and make some tea but I give in to Laura and relish this moment too, we depend so much on her warmth and in the spirit of generosity she gives without a thought.
Fifi, our blind pigeon is doing well after the rectal prolapse. She is eating well, cooing to our sounds and I am looking forward to giving her a bath today.
I am so grateful to everyone in my life, on my page for their presence and words. May all beings be peaceful and eased in their struggles!
Things are as they are, a heartful connection of being with turns everything into a moment of presence lived in its all.